Salam Momo! :)
When the first time I saw you after my mommy buying you from the Fish Stall, I'm so so happy and I can't even say a word! I'm totally speechless when I look at you! You have black, red-blooded and a purple blue colour on your scale. Your tail is red light colour and it's very beautiful. That's gorgeous and beautiful! I don't have any word to describes how beautiful you are!
I've been take care of you about 8 month until now. Now your gone forever from my life and now you have stay with Allah S.W.T... Your died this morning... :( I'm so so so sad! I've been crying from morning, you know, when I saw your body lay down on the bottom of the bowl. I thought you were just sleeping and I want to give you a breakfast and also I want to wake up you. But I don't see any part of your body moves and I see your not breathing anymore. And that time, I know your have staying beside Allah S.W.T right now.
I still remember that you were send to my uncle house and that time, I really want to take you with me to go to Kedah. I said about my suggestion to mommy but she said "It's better to leave your Momo at your uncle house. He can look after him. If we bring him to go to Kedah, he might be dead in the car..." After a few weeks, I meet you at my uncle house. I'm surprised about your condition of your body. I saw a big wound at your body and I asked my uncle about it, and he said "... maybe your fish is naughty and always play in the bowl...". I don't what else I'm going to say about it.
If I don't send you to my uncle house, you might not be sick like this. But it's too late to do that. You are already gone, already gone... I promised to cleaned up your bowl but I'm too late, really too late! Before you die, I prayed to Allah S.W.T to see you died under my control and my doa have been accepted! Thank you Allah! :)
I still remember you looked really happy to see me and go home. After a few day until last night, you looked really active but I didn't realize that you just want to make me happy and never want me to worried about your condition. You did this because this is your last days with me and you already know that you're going to leave me forever. :) It's really hard to accept that. I feel released and I'm not worried about you anymore because Allah S.W.T and His angels look after you right now! I'm so happy because you're with Allah S.W.T!
One day, I'm going to meet you in Allah's heaven with my family! I promised, I'll make it happen! :) I think I've to stop right now, I've to go Momo! Take care! I ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOREVER EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE GONE FOREVER FROM MY LIFE... :)
Salam Momo!
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